CarlaJeanette

Don't give up your dreams You really have to dig deep to not loose a sense of yourself! (I'm learning to deal with that myself) Being positive and not loose sight of my passion and what I believe in. Not someone else dreams, mine dreams. Reach for that star you own. Written by Carla Jeanette/ RIP IN PEACE PAMELA A. KEE- HALL)
09/02/1966 TO 10/21/08
SISTERS ARE FOREVER
A lot of people are saying to me that I come across a very angry person. I'm not going to sit back and feel sorry for myself any longer. If people don't understand that oh well. I just want people to understand that I want to see change . I'm sick and tire of people complaining and doing nothing about it. I'm that voice people want to just shut up and go away. I'm here to stay. I want young people to realize that some people care about how they act and react. I had to learn that the hard way. I was abused by my mother, sexual assaulted, abused by boyfriends, abused by family members, having babies at an earlier age. I couldn't understand why my father treated me so different then others. I said enough is enough. God sent me a very special person in my life. It wasn't easy at all. God sent me a very strong minded person and it wasn't easy making someone understand my life and my family. The person I'm talking about is my best friend and my husband of seventeen years now. We have been together over eighteen years . Life has been a roller coaster for my husband, children and myself. People stop being scared and just speak up and make a change in your community, homes, jobs, ect. Support is the key and I'm looking for your support. I will be selling tee-shirts, pictures, bookmarkers to support my mission.

One thing I've learn is to forgive people and move on. I know how to let go of people that tries to control my goals and dreams. Telling me how I should feel, think and talk. I'm not a shame of who I am and I'm not going to let others make me feel that way any longer.
Peace, Hope, Happiness© 2008 Statement by Carla Jeanette
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News Alert:
To all the people that say that I’m a very angry person and I judge and put people down. Look around
people are being talked about by the media. People just can’t take the truth. I don’t sugar coat anything at all. If you don’t like what I’m saying to the community, oh well. I didn’t start this madness. I know I’m not going to save everyone, however my goal is to touch as many people as I can. . In my own community people just don’t want to hear the truth. I care about that young girl that’s getting abuse ,rape and the mother that doesn’t care about what she does . To that young boy that doesn’t have a father in the house, I’m saying to you don’t let your environment define who you are.
I’m saying to all young people, you have to care, love ,respect yourself first before anyone else will love and respect you. It took me many years to say that I’m not letting my family run how I feel about myself as a person. Sometimes I say, I’ve come a long way. I wasn’t suppose to make it in life this far.
I had to step back and ask myself do I really want to continue on this journey of mines.

This is not a color problem. This is our problem. The whole world problems. People sense that I’m speaking about just one race when I write about issues that concerns myself and others. I just don’t speak the truth, I write the truth. I write and speak from the heart. It sadden me and others when people tell you to write and speak a certain way to please other races so they will understand what you write about. I myself can only speak about what I’ve been through, what my children and others tell me. When I started writing about my life and my healing, I never thought that people would be so negative towards what I’m doing to help others. It’s a shame that people have to knock you down when you are trying to do something positive in your life and try to help others. Please people wake up. The world needs help.

News Alert: A lot has gone on with myself and my family. I’m looking into the future and I’m tire of going in the past. The past will make you or break you. My past has made me stronger and it’s time for me to move on and speak about how I can empower others and help them along the way. Yes I will continue to speak about my past, however that’s not my main goal. It’s time for healing .
A lot of family members don’t want me to speak about the past, however this is how I heal. Speaking and writing helps.
It’s not about them, it’s about healing and helping others. People are going to lie or cheat, however I’m a very real person. People don’t like the truth. The truth will set you free. I’m still in the healing process and I won’t let anyone stop me from healing.
I’m here to motivate and help others.
Written by Carla Jeanette 11/08©

On Oct. 19,08 Sunday around 11:15 am on I 64 east bound in Newport News someone decided that he couldn’t wait until he had enough room to passed me so he decided to push me off the road and get into the fast lane where I was driving. I was in the left lane. Make a long story short. This blue car decided he was going to pass me even if he didn’t have enough room to do so. The guy didn’t even put his signal light on at all. I was taught to drive for everyone, not just for yourself. I had a feeling he was just going to speed up and pass me anyway. I didn’t even look at the guy, I was looking at the road and the car. The guy push me and hit me on the side of the van. He clip me from the front as well. I hit a tracker trailer in the back and my van was spinning in the middle of I64 east bound. I knew I had to do something. I heard my husband’s voice and I looked up at the sky. My husband always told me what to do just in case I got into an accident. I knew I had to take control of the steeling wheel. I knew I couldn’t panic. The van was going to the left so I knew I need to get the van back to the right side of the road so I could hit a tree to stop the van before the van flip over. The guy that hit me left the scene, however my angel wrote the licence plate down. The person can flee, however he will get caught. Hit and run. My van is total and I’m so glad and bless to be talking about what happen. I didn’t get hurt, however I will never forget. I’m so bless and thankful to living and not hurt.
Written by Carla Jeanette
Road Rage. Accident. 11:15 am. I 64 east bound. Newport News, VA.